Feb 25, 2021

"I just want a fresh breeze on my balls. Sue me, daddy."

Bl41R

Rapper/Creative

Los Angeles

So what’s your deal, dude?

I’m a jack of all trades and a master of none. I am an alien, An experience, A god of my own damn mind. I’m also cute as fuck. *shrugs*

And your photos?

Artistic self portraits from my iPhone, mostly. I suck at capturing other people. Most of my photos have some sort of sexual connotation. I’m mostly inspired by lust, to be honest. Ya boy is a sexual deviant.

How has the pandemic affected your art?

I don’t know if it was my fiancé and I splitting, having to march in the streets for my right to live as black man, or trying to not catch a deadly virus but, I was definitely losing grasp on my mental health, I didn’t feel sexy or creative at all. Currently in the process of getting back to that. Fuckin’ pandy..ugh.

Soo… You’re very naked in a lot of your photos.

I never know what to wear! Well…that and I’m a bit of an exhibitionist. I hate that there’s such a stigma with being nude but, that same stigma makes it hot to be naked in places that you “shouldn’t” be naked in. I just want a fresh breeze on my balls. Sue me, daddy.

If I wanted to stay involved with the church, I was required me to meet once a week with the assistant to the head pastor for “accountability checkups” aka conversion therapy.

What’s new in your life?

I just recently discovered I have a learning disability which is wild AF. I thought I was just depressed! Look at God!

God? Are you religious?

Used to be! It’s all bullshit now. Started going to church as a teen to get away from my toxic-ass parents and ended up getting heavily involved. Eventually ended up in a leadership position. Long story short, my pastor found out I was gay and I was asked to step down from my position. If I wanted to stay involved with the church, I was required me to meet once a week with the assistant to the head pastor for “accountability checkups” aka conversion therapy. Hmmmm… ’twas a “hell to the fuck no” for me, dawg. Left my church and never went back. The ordeal made me reconsider how I feel about religion from then on.

Any photogs that you look up to?

Teron Beal, I consider this man my mentor and I don’t think he knows it. Man is a “caps lock on” ARTIST. Dude has done and is still doing amazing work. A whole fount of wisdom, that man. I very seldom consider people as father figures in my life, but I definitely consider him as such. He’s not only inspiring as an artist but, as a black man in Hollywood. If Lead by example were a person, sure as shit that person would be Teron Beal. Periodt.